Track 1 The first thing we made for this project. Still in North Hollywood, I produced and recorded this myself- and we were gonna redo it entirely before my hard drive crashed and I lost the session. 19 year old Ari, that's what this feels like to me. -- (letter in my hand i’m giving you tell me what you think you’re living through tryna make it good i’m trying i could never feel that difference now make it okay can we stay good letter in my hand i’m livid you try to make plans i’m giving you time to make sense of yourself now) *my boo that’s a weird nickname* i want to give myself to someone who will hug me even when it’s my fault who can be careful with the way they say they love me after several months apart why do we lie about forever you make it easy to believe i think i left you with my sweater will you still wear it when you sleep cover up both my eyes now i can’t see you right but your hands feel warmer here than by my side if i undo the bind watch as you change your mind tell me i’m not your friend tell me i’m wasted time