bloody white

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panoramic

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showbiz

i decided to get sober this week

let the production rabbit holes commence

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lotu$

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california is deadly

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kenopsia

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beach day

i bend and twist my mind

finding the lines

torturing myself

disgusting

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disgust

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fever

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PRAYFORJADA (W REO CRAGUN & DLG.)

the closing of one chapter and opening of another.


owner recieves:
-.wav file
-.jpeg artwork
-secret handshake

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hermes

my ex girlfriend and i were sitting by a fire.  we had been through so much together.  we had spent a couple years making beautiful memories, getting to know every detail of each other, fighting and breaking each others hearts.  we always had so much to say.  this time it was quiet.  i was pulling leaves from the branches of the tree beside us and throwing them into the fire.  she was grabbing the small rocks surrounding us and casting them in.  after years of going back and forth, i think we both knew our time was finally up.  there was a bittersweet feeling filling the atmosphere around us.  

soon after, she sent me a poem she had written titled ‘throwing leaves, casting stones’.  it was beautiful, as her writing often was.  

a year went by and i reflected on that moment in time, and all that had happened since.  writing and releasing songs was my way of keeping in touch.  this was my last message to her.


owner recieves:
-access to private demo playlist
-.wav file
-.jpeg artwork

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throwing leaves, casting stones

maybe i loved the idea of you.  a difficult  realization carrying a number of implications.  i fell in love last year.  after hundreds of fights, countless hours of rumination, and a distortion in my sense of self, i wrote this song.  it’s hard to love somebody when it feels as though you are constantly putting out fires.  it’s hard to be with somebody when change appears to be an empty promise.  it seems that sometimes tough love isn’t enough.  TOUGHFUCKINGLOVE is the sonic culmination of an emotionally draining year.  to you.

owner receives:
-.jpg artwork
-.wav audio file
-a back rub

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TOUGHFUCKINGLOVE

something sweet

owner will receive:
- ableton project file
- private sc link
- jpeg artwork

Note: This song is free and open source

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superficialfragalisticexpialidocious

ego food

owner will recieve:
- .wav song file
- .png artwork file
- a chest bump

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BEQUIET

a derivative of 's - catharsis series'

owner receives:
- ableton project file
- .wav file
- .jpeg artwork

Note: This song is free and open source

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s (daniel allan remix)

a song fueled by weed psychosis and yerba mate.  

my first introductions to darker dance music were Skrillex and Porter Robinson back in 2012.  the sort of unbridled energy that those artists were known for delivering gave me goosebumps upon each listen at the time.  that feeling is ultimately why i started creating music.  the idea that any sound, no matter how strange or outlandish could be harnessed and immortalized in a 2-5 minute audio file was inspiring to me.  i truly love making the catchiest chorus i can come up with or recording an infectious vocal melody.  but, it's stuff like this that always hits me in a sweet spot and reminds me why i love what i do.

owner will receive:
- ableton project file
- private sc link
- jpeg artwork
- a firm handshake

Note: This song is free and open source

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HOTBED

daniel locked himself in his room and listened to donda for 4 days and produced this beat.  i loved it so much i immediately asked to put a verse on it.  the rest is history.

owner receives:
- ableton project file
- private sc link
- jpeg artwork

Note: This song is free and open source

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wine drunk (with daniel allan)

this series is about the people that have shaped me into who i am now.  many thanks to all of you.

owner receives:
- ableton project file
- custom 'bloody' face mask
- handwritten letter
- direct contact (phone #)

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s - catharsis series

owner receives:
- ableton project file
- custom 'bloody' face mask
- handwritten letter
- direct contact (phone #)

Note: This song is free and open source

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everything bleeds

experiencing caffeine shock with my brother daniel allan

owner receives:
- ableton project file
- custom 'bloody' face mask
- handwritten letter
- direct contact (phone #)

Note: This song is free and open source

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coffee sweats (with daniel allan)

song and artwork by me.

owner receives:
- ableton project file
- custom 'bloody' face mask
- handwritten letter
- direct contact (phone #)

Note: This song is free and open source

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poison

this is my first solo nft.  i am very excited to announce my first series 'catharsis'.  this series is focused on people that have been impactful in my life from a young age.  the cover artworks are pulled from my family photo albums and hold great nostalgic/sentimental value to me.  


winner of the nft will recieve:

- ableton project file
- custom 'bloody' face mask
- 10 personal vintage photos
- handwritten letter

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dad - catharsis series

i've been in my hometown for two weeks.  taking late night walks down the streets i grew up on.  my heart.